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nicknames for friends... I call my sister meghan "meegs" or "smeagle". I used to call her ronald reagan. lol thats about all.

Today I am not going to answer the question of the day because I really dont know enough about the topic to actually say anything worth saying.

It is a really beautiful windy day outside and I am soooo glad I'm not at work!

I would just like to say, that it really irritates me how mine and Aaron's roommates have been acting lately. Especially Steve, he's been a real asshole lately and it is getting to me. Like I spent all day yesterday cleaning and mopping and no one says thank you to me. Also today Micaiah came over and they all went off somewhere and did not even think to invite us.

Bascially, I am ready to not have roommates. I hope that Aaron gets a job soon so we can be just the two of us again.

probably, seeing as like half of the country is obese.

And if they are going to subject kids and teens to public school anyways, what do they have to lose by making kids work out and do physical activites on top of that.

Another thing they could do is take away snack and junk food options from the cafeteria. I cant tell you how many times i had a chocolate chip cookie for breakfast andthen french fries or chips for lunch. If you give kids the option to choose something bad for them then they probably will.

If i could turn back time, id go back to the days we first met and fell in love. Specifically, I would go back to those early morning rides where you would pick me up and we would get coffee and kiss in your car before I had to be at school. I would go back to the day we sat in the back of your run down jeep and ate chinese food bashas in the rain. I would go back to the days when you cared so much about me that you would climb up my porch and sit outside my window while we fought on the phone. I guess you can never really go back and feel those oh so gushed over feelings of first love again, but if i could turn back time, I am sure thats where I would go.

And I would try to stay there for a long as I could. Before the stress and responsibility and pressure to be "adults". I would try to make our love stay new and exciting...

This is a really hard question for me to answer. On one hand i think that what kids do is something they will do no matter what. For example, I had really great parents and I still sunck out, smoked and lied and just got into mischeif on my own and I dont think that my parents could have done anything differently to prevent me from doing these things. Luckily, the onlt "trouble" I ever really got into was smoking on school campus and even that I got off with a warning and actually, I lied to my parents and said I didnt do it. Although now I think they pretty much know that that was total bullshit lol.

On the other hand there are those parents that really neglect there kids, and in my opinion push them or encourage their criminal behavior.

So I guess it really comes down to what you consider to be an adult.

So I'm going to give livejournal another go. This time I'm going to try to answer the writing prompts on the home page. I think it will be a great way to get my creative juices flowing again. Mixed in I will add updates of my life and possibly post some poems that I'm currently working on for my creative writing class.

So now...onto the comfort food!

I am definately a sweets and carbohydrates girl. I love my bread potatoes and chocolates. I think the weird thing for me is that I am less likely to eat when I'm sad or depressed. I eat when I'm happy and feel good about myself. If I'm already depressed and feeling gross about myself I try not to binge on foods that I know will make me feel worse or guilty afterwards. I have had some eating disorder tendencies in the past so I try to avoid situations where I'm going to feel like I need to purge.

I have been struggling with some weight gain as it is. Nothing that most people would even notice but things that I notice. So to try to regain my self confidence and feel sexy again I have joined la fitness and have been going to the gym as well as eating less junk foods. So when I'm in need of comfort instead of turning to fatty foods I've been trying to channel that into something healthier for my mind and body.

All this isn't to say that sometimes I just wanna get down and eat nasty. We all have our days.

I guess that's it for now. Not sure if I answered the question but oh well that's that.

Ill try to come on tomorrow and answer the next question and give an update on my life. Hopefully I can use the computer keyboard instead of pecking it out on my touch screen!